That's me:

I am 19 years old
I perceive the world as it appears to me rather than as it is
Writing is one of the few ways I can share this perception with others
What fascinates me, I examine and want to know how it works
I have no idea about the city I went to on holiday, but I know what books I read there
I am an expert on the first half of the books, I don't usually get to the second half
Sometimes, I am the great chaos